Writing

Today I need to finish writing a business plan for Hannah House and my admin is finishing the operational policy which we have been working on for the past several months. All to get ready for my presentation to the Region and for our licensing updates.

So a full day, I am praying for the Spirit of God to come over my mind and thoughts and give me supernatural power and ability to write clearly and for the Lord to give his favour on my life and words when I present on Wednesday, for the favour of God and the favour of Man. Lord I need you! Come Holy Spirit Come.

Saturday

Went to WW today, and only lost .2 lbs! is that even a registered loss? It seems like nothing, but at least my weight did not go up.

After I went and used my mother's day gift cerificate to Home Sense to by a new set of sheets and bedding. It is so beautiful, I love the freshness, so I am off to have a shower and be nice and clean for my nice clean sheets.

One More Day

Well I did another day of walking and another day of keeping in my WW points. When I weighed myself this morning I was disappointed that I have not lost any weight:( I guess when I have done this routine for weeks in a row with no results then I will have something to complain about.

Any way seems like it will take quantity not just quality! So as they say keep on walking:)

Day Two

Well, I did it! Up at 5:55 am and out the door to walk and run with my sweetie this morning, completing about 5 km. It is a sad testament to your physical condition when your partner, who is 9 months post op from major heart surgery walks and runs so fast that you cannot keep up!
It could be that his being 6'4 means his legs are a lot longer but likely I am just not that in shape.

The best part of this morning was when I got home, put on the coffee and caught up on my chronological bible reading. It is encouraging to know that God knows exactly what is going on, in fact I read this morning that He searches the world looking for people who have a heart fully turned to Him, those who desire to do His will. I want to be one of the ones He sees.
Lord give me a heart after you, and willingness to obey you.

New Perspective

Monday, a full day at work. I have decided to really work at counting my points for WW and along with it to start to walk/run (say the run losely) during the week days. So today, I came home from work and put on my oh so tight walking clothes and hit the road. The best part is now after I have had time to catch my breath and take a break, have supper and a shower. I love how I feel after it is just getting into the groove and loving the exercise.

Any way one day at a time. So I will keep you informed. The other thing I want to try to do is to write in my blog every day. I am not sure which one will be harder?

It is a beautiful night, Heidi if you are reading this I bought a pot of lavendar yesterday and planted it in a larger pot on my deck, just a little bit of you every time I look at it or smell the fragrance.

So for all of you who gave up on my writing in this blog, never say never.

When you don't understand?

These past few months have been tough, you know what is like when you are going along just fine, and then out of the blue: someone's who you love and trust blind sides you. Just like that you have to catch your breath and try figure out what that means to you and to the realtionship.

I am trying to work things out in my mind and heart, determined not to be bitter. Life is far to short for that. And working to deal with the hurt and betryal I feel.

This is what I do know, God is bigger than this hurt, I have a husband, children and grandchildren for which I am more than greatful. In time the hurt will ease.